I had a sad Christmas because of an instance that transpired on my family last Christmas eve. But I’m not gonna let that happen again in celebrating my New Year. I don’t wanna start my year with sadness.  If I let some stuff spoiled my Christmas eve then I won’t let that happen again. Now, I’m listing all the things I need to prepare, the foods and everything that I’ll be needing this coming new year celebration.

May everyone as well celebrate New Year with happiness and peace. Good tidings everyone!  

I was considering to turn back on an emotional journey today, but a friend of mine told me to just try to hang in to this! I have to hold on to this continued efforts and my commitment to improve myself. And this will be the powerful sign I’ll be showing to the universe. It is something that can’t be denied. I need so much of moral support, your prayers and God’s guidance to this endeavor. A new challenge which is a must to face and I fervently pray to succeed.

Most people would be glad to have some peace of mind in their lives. They would be happy to forget their troubles, problems and worries, and enjoy a few moments of inner calmness and freedom from obsessing thoughts. Of course, who wouldn’t?

What is peace of mind? It is a state of inner calmness and tranquility, together with a sense of freedom, when thoughts and worries cease, and there is no stress, strain or fear. Such moments are not so rare. Such moments that I am into right now. It has been a week or more of holding grudges and being eaten up by my own pride. I’m just so grateful of these few friends of mine that helped me realize that this pride of mine will never help the situation get better. Now, at least I could say I already knew the reason of this predicament of a certain someone dear to me. I just don’t know yet how things will turn out for the both of us. But a hopeful heart wishes for the best.

The least that I can do now is to wait and enjoy these few moments of inner calmness. Now, the question is, how to bring more peace of mind into one’s life, and more importantly, how to experience it in times of trouble. We might also ask whether it is possible to make it a habit, and enjoy it always and under all circumstances. That would be great, right? But tonight, I go back again to this learning that I believe I already have learned this before and that is - to be able to communicate your thoughts and most especially your feelings. More than a week of getting drown to my own pride was a waste, really a waste. And I had enough.

YEhey! I got an award from Anything Under The Sun

I’m giving this to Alma Ritchel Merin, the author of her very mysterious life blog. A very strong-willed woman who introduced me and inspired me to pursue my blogging career. She deserves the award because she’s truly an amazing blogger. She writes her thoughts and emotions and were able to convey them to her readers. She inspired me in her perseverance and she never get overwhelmed of life’s challenges to her. Instead, she embraces it with her willingness to succeed.

This day turned out to be the worst day ever. Well, feeling worst is exactly what I feel everytime I am in depth pain. If only I could forget, if only I have that button in my brain at a single press all pain will go away, that would be fine. But, I am just an ordinary human who can’t exempt myself from being hurt. I hate this feeling I am into right now. My pride is clinging to that pain and I believe that love of mine is seeking for resolution.  What transpired this day was really painful. I was thinking we’ll be able to resolve it this day especially that chance you invited me to go home. But I was wrong. You walked so fast leaving me behind the hot and busy streets of Bankerohan. You all knew that I was just right behind you but you really are an expert in pretending as if I weren’t there. For goodness sake, what pissed you off? I am not a fortune teller capable of predicting someone or something that may happen. I wish to talk to but I choose to wait.

I have been experiencing and fighting over my own predicaments and so I found out it’s a matter of my attitude towards that something or someone. Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we know how to harness and control this great force. And I have to take that action now.

It’s always best to set up a personal goal where we can accomplish the most in record time. A correct and positive attitude in whatever we do will make things easier, and even enjoyable. Having a bit of positive thinking can help us realize the things that we never thought possible.